It's a really nice day but a little chilly... I like it chilly though. But I'd prefer my hands not to be cold. But wearing gloves sucks 'cause then I have less finger dexterity. That would be a cool invention, gloves that still give you feeling in your fingers. Then you could still feel the seams of a baseball when you were pitching, or how soft the person's hand you're holding feels, or hold a pen, or type, or stuff. Although I suppose if you could invent that technology the best use would be for condoms, 'cause then the dude could still feel the vagina stuff despite wearing the condom. Hmm. I'm never going to work on this idea at all.
Everybody just wants to fall in love... that's the song I'm listening to. Really no special insight there. A girl just dropped a paper in the trash can five feet to the left of me. I think it was a gum wrapper. Gum-chewing is on my top hundred list of things I dislike in a person... but it has to be excessive gum-chewing. I'm not a hound for it, like Willy Wonka and the Oompa-Loompas are. Did you ever think of that? How in Willy Wonka, gum-chewing is considered as bad as being spoiled and not reading and stuff? Seriously, it's not THAT big of a deal. Curious. Like, can you imagine if the Oompa Loompas did a song on finger-nail chewing? That's not the best habit in the world but it's not the worst either. There was so much other stuff that could've been done. Like... watch out for herpes or something. Terrible advice by Willy Wonka.
Now a person threw a Subway bottle out. Every time someone throws stuff out I think they're coming over to talk to me. I can't decide if I'm disappionted when they don't talk to me or not. I mean, a part of me would like the company but I really don't know what to say to the person that would possibly be talking to me. Of course if they initiated the conversation all pressure would be off me, it'd be up for them to carry it. I always feel like I'm the one responsible for directing the conversation. Maybe that's part of my personality? Or is it that I choose to interact with people that generally don't? I must admit that, now that I think of it, some of my better friends are the ones that direct the conversation about equally to me. So maybe that's what makes friendships. Not conversation-hogging. I like people that I don't need to think of things to say with. Or if there's a silence and they don't look at me wide-eyed like "YOU'RE FAILING SAY SOMETHING YOU LOSER YOU'RE FAILING THIS CONVERSATION." Maybe no one is actually thinking that, maybe that's just my imagination.
I just smiled at a little girl. The big man behind her looked at me funny. I ducked my head.
Five minutes is ending in ten seconds. What can I write what can I write umm umm parad
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